Pieces

Pieces

When will I break up into pieces,

I am shattered don't you see

and when will I see you come for me,

nothing else ever matters,

I am lethal in time, that I only want you

to see that part of me I can't hide.

So I jump into your arms,

my fragile hands get the best of me,

these thoughts swarm around in my mind,

provoking me and I rejoice

with your deep eyes

fixated upon my actions,

your mouth opened from assumed shock.

So I touched your pale cheek,

slightly and pulled back,

to leave my nights evermore sleepless.

Don't contradict me,

stop predicting,

just let your heart speak

and slap yourself

cause you're in too deep.

You enable my breaths,

they are scarce to me now,

for when I inhale,

it burns my nose

and puts pains through my chest,

such a rose's thorns.

But this pain I long for,

every morning I wake,

till the time I lay my head down again,

It's what your pieces do to me.

Forever Mending the Purple

Forever Mending the Purple

Through his eyes;
which only see one thing.
Through everyone's eyes,
he sees himself as King.

Holding on to a piece of a crimson heart;
one that could have been his from the start,
but in those eyes he never really saw her.
The Love's turning purple and then he'll see.

Aching with a broken purple heart,
which time, mending is slowly healing,
growing together stronger will start
to escape each and every feeling.

For he continues to pull out that purple piece,
with each thought,
will he actually ever see,
the mending her heart
has worked so hard
to achieve
is ripped apart.

So a new wound is exposed
in this ever so violet heart,
which lasts a second, or two
and his seeing of her,
turns blind.
The purple begins
it's work again,
to mend this
ever,
aching,
purple heart.

Our Time

Our Time

Our time for love that seemed to be

Effortlessly in this melancholy,

It's just our shining hearts.

Our time to adjust

In the eyes of our new,

Our new found joy that brings us

To tears.

Our time for love brings us hope,

To see through our,

Greatest fears.

Our time to love is here to stay,

And evermore,

Our time to loathe has gone away.

Co-Existing

Co-Existing

Alone as I stand,

The ocean's breeze flows through my hair

And I wiggle my toes in the sand,

And yet I must brace myself for what's

To come of me next,

It's unpredictable,

Uncontrollable,

So unexpected.

How can one's heart be so little

And yet feel so much,

So much, when I'm near your touch

I can't control it,

My heart just beats so,

Extraordinarily fast,

I wish you could feel it,

Or maybe you do know what it feels like,

Being speechless and strained for air

And every breath you take,

Just draws you in,

There's no resisting,

It's just you and me,

Co-existing.

Try Harder

Try Harder

I try to avoid my sadness,

But somehow someway it finds me.

I try not to cry and hurt less,

But somehow someway it gets me.

I try to put on a fake smile,

But somehow someway it frowns.

I try to keep my head held high,

But somehow someway it's down.

I try to be happy each day,

But somehow someway it changes.

I try to change my attitude,

But somehow someway I lose.

I try to keep me simple,

But somehow someway I'm not.

Unchangable

Unchangable

My tears keep falling from my eyes,

And yet my cheeks remain dry.

My knees began to shake beneath me,

And yet I remained balanced.

My arms felt cold with shivers,

And yet no goosebumps.

My hands felt very unsteady,

And yet looked pale and calm.

My breaths sounded rushed and short,

And yet remained calm and deep.

My hair seemed frazzled and messy,

And yet looked tidy and well kept.

My mouth was about to quiver and pout,

And yet a beautiful Mona Lisa.

My nails were chewed from nerves,

And yet remained long and painted.

My vision began to blur,

And yet I could still see.

My eyes seemed tired and heavy,

And yet were alert and bright.

My ears were ringing ever so loud,

And yet I was in complete and utter silence.

Black Angel's Spell

Black Angel

Don't get too close,

You'll learn to fear me,

You can't want me,

I try and shy away,

But as our eyes meet,

The frenzy begins.

You've found me,

My soul,

I've forgotten how to breathe,

It happened too quick,

Our cool lips met so cautiously

And I've realized I'm your angel,

But you can't have me.

I am no one's,

Unlovable.

So now I've lost you

And I feel so black,

So black,

I want you back,

To do it again.

Do it again I shall,

And again I should,

But it's love I dwell.

Black Angel put this spell on me,

I prick your heart

And loathe the rest,

Melting in the dead of night,

Stop.

You'll always lose this fight.