Mass Destruction

Mass Destruction

 

In the devastation of mass destruction,

I look through those dead eyes

and see the peaking point of the sun,

which breaks in the wind of demise

and defeats temperature lies

to claim victory and have won.

 

Through the victim that he plays,

desiphering between sound waves,

water drops prick his icy pale skin,

clearly identifying each and every drop,

maliciously tasting he know he's caught.

 

And I can't fight this pain anymore

in my chest it will supress

no longer rendered weaker,

that crimson piece of my purple

growing stronger will defeat you

for it has found a new seeker.

Strained

Strained

 

Temperature drops below freezing

my icy red cheeks ache with the cold,

sacred breaths escape me leaving

behind the drastic days old.

 

And I am numb to this feeling,

with this path so dark and unknown,

the heated touch I long for

big hearted with innosense and bold.

 

Lagging in these deep dark roots,

your loathing is greatly unsold,

render me strengthless you wont

for under this great big oak

no defenseless I cannot be,

imagine if only I had spoke,

but no voice is echoing to flee.

 

A spirit has yet to provoke

me cautiously in circles too thin,

moss covered emerald knees

are captivating to breach the wind.

Burning

Burning

 

You press your cold stone icy lips

to my warm sweet soft smile

and firmly I'm in your grasp

with no air left in my chest,

you leave me breathless

every time we touch

with every passionate kiss

there's not a second when you're not on my mind

and when we are apart my heart aches.

Every time you stare deep into my eyes

I feel like you're reading right into me

and I melt within as the blood pools

in my cheeks warming there with a glow

and heats my body, instinctly I want your touch.

I'm burning from the inside out

because I need your touch now you're the one

I can't go on living without.

Death of Tomorrow

Death of Tomorrow

 

The death of tomorrow

brings my soul great sorrow

and so I must ask myself

why am I in this mode of stealth.

The death of yesterday

brings my soul pain today

and so I begin to ask him

why is life so dark and dim.

He stares deep into my soul

and it's there I see what he's stole

A single tear escapes me

and I am all but free.

And so the death of my past

is but a reflection that will last

and so I ask everyone around,

would you forget me when I'm down.

Stand Still

Stand Still

 

The depths linger in this darkness

which surrounds me all too closely,

blank stares prick my skin regardless

making the nights seem all too lonely.

 

Personified the time stands still,

remarkable crystal running water

reaching down the rocks with ease

with your presence time has altered,

grasping moments you couldn't seize.

Until the day comes crawling over hill,

mountainous winds makes this time stand still.

 

And though I long to breathe

in this crisp air that tastes so heavy,

long with the ocean's salty breeze,

for these crystalline rocks miss me.

 

Strong to the ground and stand

still to the moist moss emerald,

reaching forth take thine hand

breaching limestone's threshold.

 

Standing still against these minerals,

toes wiggle and sparkle like quartz,

time passing clouds toll intervals,

remaining I stand still in all sorts miss me.

Red Gem

My heart, yes this one, it resides cold beating in my chest.
My hand, yes my left, a heart sits on my second last finger.
Hearts all over but with each heart on my body,
just reminds me how lonely the only important one is.

Never been one to grow attached to things or anyone,
and I was a fool to think that nothing could go wrong,
with how alone I've always been, I thought I was at home
but when I fell in love, I couldn't be anymore wrong.

And now I feel so very alone when I was alone before
that loneliness could never compare to this
I cant cry no longer, for my heart can't keep up with this,
With confidence I pack my stuff and close the door.

I've got nothing left inside of my chest for now
and once these hearts mend to the shining red gems,
with my tears unshed no longer falling from my eyes.
My life will fall into place and begin its everlasting hems.

I often find myself here thinking about these past lulls,
how my hems were hemmed and a new story in their place
growing tall it seems like I'm gazed upon castle walls,
and I feel stuck, for my past has still the strong embrace.

Fighting to what's to come of me next,
struggling and fighting for air.
Moving forward seems lethal out of context,
but my strides stress and suppress each step fair.

I gaze upon my hand and pulling my thoughts,
immediately a smile stretches across my red full lips.
I have been his all along just avoiding this path, which fits,
It's you, all along that has already had me caught.

Poison

How do I change the course I'm on
with each twist and turn,
with each decision
how do I not burn
those who love me
and care most,
how do I not hurt them
for how black I feel
today and every day.

Burying myself on this path,
for I've seen it before,
should I try to change,
I do daily.
to lead me estrange,
but ever familiar
to make the same
broken mistake
all over again.

I hate for who I am,
some days,
which lead me different ways,
but somehow
someway I go unchanged.
fearing what I'd hate to become,
taking, hurting others
for what I am,
who I am.

So how do I find that path
where I wont be like them,
my blood, its all around me,
I fear the pattern,
which consumes me
controls me, not yet
I am in here fighting
for me, I wont be like them,
for this poison,
it cannot win.